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tHe CamP

2005-07-25T22:05:00.000+08:00

HoHoHo!! Long time no see...well not reali long but since fri..lolx hi ppl!!^^..back frm camp hehex..sori tht i didnt update on fri..was too busy...now...lets tok abt my ATC(Adventure Training Camp) at Pula Ubin frm fri to sat...haihx..as i got speech day duties to do on fri i went to the campsite on sat with ms tan...was nervous n excited on the trip there...then ate carrot cake !!! woi!!1 dam nice lor...changi village's carrot cake rawks..^^..then took the bump boat to there...lolx...find to blow against the wind^^..--then..first activity was tunnel..lolx so lame...go in a 100% darkness rm , then u have to walked through the maze...with the first person guidin infront..^^....then aiya nth de larx...veri fast get out ler..lolx
Then canon ball...^^heex...not realli fun by shooting the balls..=,=""....then blah blah blah..all activity....stupid de..lolx..the best was onli rock-climbing^^...hehe i reached the top lehz=p*(applause)^^---so fun..i loved it man..=X...then all stupid craps then bath...dinner..campfire..
haha so many nice songs especially the 1 "Under the Brown Bush" lolx...so funny=X...haih...they said tht the first nite tehy didnt managed to slp in the tent much coz flood..rain...lol..then slp in hall..2nd day aso...slept in tent 1/2hr..then beepbeepbeepbeep..go hall orhz orhz lolx....haih...stupid de...wan slp in the tent de lor...then 3rd day lolx...area cleaning..wah sai..stupid sia...my team mates all dun wan go down drain to pick up the maggi then left me...i walked in the drain for 2hrs...wat sia...so many CENTIPEDEs!!1..poisonous de lor..big de..haih..no choice..lucky no injury...haih....then go hme ler^^..hehe great to be back hme...tell ur ah..the camp hor...nth much de all activities onli..somemore boring de...go there lyk relax camp lyk tht=,=""....no pumping haih....wait nxt yr got kayaking^^hehe...^^ kkz bahz...lets end my experience abt the camp n tok abt 2dae...kao..
2dae was a bad day for me larx!!!...firstly...broke the table in the gallery...haih...see mr.singh lor lucky not much..onli say say....=))....Mr .singh is a nice guy lor...then...after tht this afternoon got NP mahz..abt P.o.P de...haih..i cried...all the seniors dun wan to give us the photos...need for our gifts de lor...pleaded them until i cried lor...so tired liao..waited until 6.30...piang...realli angry lor...tired after returning frm camp+ sch lehz...sienz..might be quitting NP soon or later...its either now or.......i die aso dun wan let the seniors take us ah..stupid..haven NCOs act big liao...n here i m....gonna slp soon...btw---Happy Racial Harmony Day to ALL!!!! dun be a racist^^---hehe i wore a malay costume to sch lor=p.... k bahz....needed to go orhz orhz ler...cyAz- all^^ niTez__***

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hAih---sad sad..

2005-07-21T21:05:00.000+08:00

gEtting sick of blog liao...duno y startin so enthu abt blog..then now...alrite anyway i guess everyone is sick of my blogskin ler so i would *TRY* to change it once every fornight?...see lor....=X....lets tok abt my day...lolx
Its the same old day!!!...arg....i hate sch life larx...2dae so boring...somemore have to go through the nagging frm Mrs.Goh....u see..first period chinese liao...chamz...my presentation...luckily i'm the last....wah so nervous lor...but after toking to the audience for a period of time...i suddenly i'm at ease...aso dunno y...anyway...i tried my best>.<....hehe=X...then ...is eng....same thing...do workbk...tok tok tok...lolx...nxt week my oral presentation for eng liao..mus get prepared be4 my camp starts 2morrow!!! chamz....speaking abt camp..hmm later i share with u...then was history..blah blah blah...Mr.Yeo tok tok tok n tok...n recess...
Nxt was sci...wah our relief teacher for Mr.HO..kept on Mc..then...2dae when we were waiting for abt 20 mins outside the Sci rm...Mr.huang came n told us tht our relief teacher got angry n pissed tht she quitted...by us...then ms huang said it wasnt us...coz it was 2e2....she said tht they were COMPLETELY uncooperative...lolx then quit lor..need wait mon for a new sci relief teacher haih...missed so many sci lessons ler..
Haih..here comes the worst fear ever...Home Econs lesson....haih...sewing...lolx...lucckily 2dae not so bad..she didnt nag so much as usual coz she left us for a period of time for abt 20mins?^^....
Then councillor meeting...wah sai...tht stupid...exco(someone whom i dun wan to name it out)....lolx...anyway..got bad scolding ...then went to the library...to support Imran..!!! yay...hoped he got into the finals....he did a great job...sharing with us his own story...tht was pretty interesting i tot....then have to rush hme as i was planning to meet QL to go to Beach Rd to buy stuupid stuffs for Np ATC camp....sux man....went all the way to lavender...then after buying all the things...we WALKED to Bugis...it didnt seemed as far as we tot it was...^^...hehe...but after we reached Bugis...lolx...leg cramp liao...lolx...n here i m!....back at hme at abt 8.30 and here writing the post hehex=X...k larx..veri veri veri slpy ler...2morrow still have Speech day...then GO TO TAMPINESS WITH QL!!!..YAY!!!...=D heheX.....for some reason larx^^...kz...gonna get goin--cYaZ all...[[sori tht i didnt manage to get any gossips 2dae=D]]

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tH E s TuPiD DaY---!!argg...

2005-07-21T08:41:00.000+08:00

Wednes...sigh...watever shit subject aso on this day...T_T...sigh...same procedure...7 reached sch then reported to councillor rm...haih...then hor.....maths...ok larx...i alwayz love maths^^---then was geo!!! ah..!!...the most boring lesson i ever had....every wed hor go into ms james cls aso veri sad de....everyday is powerpt slides...hw come no videos....T_T..then ms james tok tht time..lyk singing lullbaby...the tune went up^^^^ and down ___...haih...made me wanna slp...oink oink...ZzzzZ haih...at last tolerated through the whole period then went for recess..hehe 2dae is the "fry" day...hehe onli on this day then go fried food...woah i loved the curry puffs [[recommend to everyone]] it rockz---then was eng...oral presentation....then the lesson went on...projectwork...in the library ..not bad though...coz got air-con comfort^^...was looking for information abt our history proj...."Merger and Seperation of Malaysia And Singapore" lolx....then...sci...dunno y lor tht relief of mr .ho alwayz sick de...2 days ler...tht Mr tan Mei Yan..haih...even in the notes she must credit herself..=,=""diaoz....then...a relief teacher of our "relief teacher" of Mr.Ho...took our cls...free period...was reading the "GameAxis" bk bought by Ray...it rockz man...i loved games--so many games inside introducing us..^^....then ...went to steph table..wah lao all bully me..SJ Sab Steph, JY all making fun of me..saying tht i'm a hamsterT_T.....then messed with my ears...and hair...si JY...ni zi zhu......i will get my revenge back...someday=P......haih..then eng..n then is the worst nightmare tht i ever had!!! OMG!!---NAFA Test!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bloodyhell...i could scold all the bad words...piong oi....sure fail ler...n i knew it!!..its alwayz the same old station!! Standing Broad Jump....Last yr aso this 1 and onli station fail onli...idiotic...last yr passing marks was 164....i managed to jump 155+ last yr onli...but i still passed coz Mr.lee veri gd...i went for all retest last yr then he gave me 164..just passed^^..then this yr hor..dunno wat shit larx...passing is 186...wah lao..i jumped 166 lor..if onli i was 13yrs old then jumped 164 can ler...then passed ler...but its ridiculous larx..the Big difference even the girls onli need 130+ to pass lor!! Which idiotic guy created tht grade sheet......nvm...i knew i would fail..so it didnt realli shocked me...
Then i 4.30 then ate lunch lor...they 2.30 NAPFA ler..we 2.15 released onli lor..15mins to change onli...cannot even eat....haih......then.. went off with YS and SJ^^---YS hor..kept insulting me...result so gd so wat...remember lor...1 day i sure surpass u de hmpz=X....
gonna go...cYaZ pPl !^^--
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thE same oLd Day--

2005-07-19T21:43:00.000+08:00

heheX-Its the 3rd day of my blog...new birth so wished everyone can visit my blog n tag^^..=X...since widya suggested tht i shld have more sch news then 2dae ...i shld tok of some gossips?=p...(well probably not gossips?)
Its another schday---haih=(( the old JQ woke up..lazing on the bed... flipping here n there...not wanting to go to sch..haih..somemore this morning rain...@_@ made me more wanna zZZzz....sigh...lolx then i arrived at sch at abt 7?=p(its the usual...so dun find it too late) went to the locker...then...councillor rm again...haih..this is the "exciting" part...heheX...i reported...n slacked around as i need not need to do class attachment duties 2dae..
it was already 7.20...everyone left except me and...it was when i saw stephanie!!...she was with zhi wei on the sofa!! (as usual though=_="") ...[zhi wei is the guy spiky hair de...soccer team and is a councillor..]...and...steph was chit-chattin with him...i shouted at her..nagged at her so many times...but she didnt bother to leave..and continue her "romantic chat" with zhi wei...hmpz dun tok to u ler steph...asked u go down dun wan go...[[gossip: steph might be in lo*e with zhi wei oh=p]] [ steph pls dun mind=p--n ppl dun spread this around k? though i'm spreading it=X]
at last...after much nagging frm Leeyen..she left with us...( if i'm not wrong?) n..the day went on...with boring lessons...2dae is counted as a "ok~" day...with ms tan's scolding the cls the first period..then eng...oral presentation lor....=p...and recess...chinese..started off the lessson gd though..with presentation of our projects...hehex=X mine is thurs though...lucky...then...was maths....ms lio came late to cls....lolx=X unusual of her...then music..
our cls was preparing for the busking day thingy...and it the "fear" time..we didnt showed much interest in the previous song we chosen" She will be loved" as it was quite sienz ler...for most ppl...then we told ms pua..she looked rather pissed off though..coz 2 weeks ler...we still not moving on..then luckily she helped us decide on a song called "More than words" ...not bad though..but i found it rather uncomfortable singing it coz i wasnt sure of tht song firstly and secondly.. i didnt show any interest in tht song..haih..my group ah..hopeless ler...with a useless brain lyk me in the group...lolx=X...then went hme......
haih...everyday theres nth interesting...can sch plan more outdoor activities for us?
sigh..sigh...sigh...
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tHe dAy---sad sad,,sigh sigh,,

2005-07-19T10:59:00.000+08:00

YaY--2dae is the 2nd day of my blog^^--will be addin in more stuffs ppl...sch gossips? maybe... n soon will have alot more things so stay tunes to the posts coming up^^--...
hEhE the day in sch...so boring 2dae...got a realli bad stomachache too...dunno how to descibe tht pain but is ..dam painful lor!!....until i no mood to do duties n then , it was when i decided to make a trip to the toilet...in the end..shit lyk hell..."lao sai"..all shit juices came out...=X(sorry if it offended anyone but i'm stating the fact. pls dun be disturbed=X))...after tht was morning ASSEMBLY!!! yay...the period i hated most...yay----n mr.boo toking all the craps..well but we still mus tolerate with it...T_T....haih...
Maths is the first period....oh no...theres a test...T_T but it seems easy though?( maybe i will fail? who noes...wat goes around..comes around...haih...muz be proud=P....then a maths lesson...learned symmetry 2dae...seemed interesting though? hehex....
Then is PE!!!...i loved it but i hated the running part...hmm dunno y 2dae Mrs.how seemed to be in a happy mood..saying tht we all tried our best and put in efforts...so onli ran 1 round....learned volleyball..rather fun bahz...but got hitted by all "balls" flying around the parade square...twice somemore!!....but its not realli pain..=p
Recess time....my stomachache continued...aw...=X......then while eating..Mr.how came to our table n shouted:"there wil be NO PE the nxt week..!!"...haih...probably coz she told the bois to keep the volleyballs but onli some of us did n the rest jus went off...thus making Mrs.How so pissed off...
And CME---haha its so called a "relax" period to me...nth to do de...write onli...lol...then its chinese....haih..continued our "Gong Han"...blahz blahz blahz....then its ASSEMBLY!!!...i hated it the MOST!!....sitting there...omost falling asleep liao...haih...legs so numb somemore..made us sang the national athem ...sit n stand sit and stand...haIhx----....Monday is a down day for me...all my favourite subjects not in mondae...lolx...2morrow...tuesday...oh no...every tuesday aso got tht stupid pop quizz...haih...but no choicce...teachers have the last decision...lolx...k larx.. need to go ler...although 2dae i'm supposed to go for NP but...i didnt go=p...though i wasnt realli unwell=X hehex...kk...gonna go ler...cyaz----go orhz orhz...ZzzzZZ niteZ....Sweet Dreams...----

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2005-07-17T16:11:00.000+08:00

Kelly Clarkson - Behind These Hazel Eyes

2005-07-17T14:31:00.000+08:00

Kelly Clarkson
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside'
Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Marion Raven - End Of Me

2005-07-17T14:08:00.000+08:00

Marion Raven
Hey Stay with me
As I'm getting naked
Stripped down to the bone

Hey I'm afraid
This could get ugly

And I might leave here alone
This is not a mistake
It's the dawn of a new day
Anything goes from now

[Chorus :]
This is the last of illusions
This is the final trace of innocence
If I'm caught in the middle
I know it will be the end of me
Hey Talk to me
Don't play me with your silence
Whisper it in my mouth
Cause this is not about hate
It's the start of a new wave
Anything goes from now

[Chorus]

This is not a mistake
the dawn of a new day
this is not a mistake
HeyStay with me
Hey Stay with me

As I'm getting naked
This is the last of illusions
This is the final trace of innocence
If I'm caught in the middle
I know it will be It's the last of illusions
This is the final trace of innocence
If I'm caught in the middle
I know it will be The end of me
Hey Yeah...

tHe dArkness aNgel tht li9s wiThiN m3-

2005-07-17T13:15:00.000+08:00

w3lcom3 to mOi blOg..^^....frankly speaking this is my first time making this kind of so called "nice" blog...well thts nice to me...but dunno wats its lyk to others...probably it sux...but anyway..i tink i tried my best^^...i believe tht..if i can do this kind of blog for the first time..i'm sure those ppl who dunno how to mak3 1 out there...would sur3 be abl3 to mak3 it^^..hehe...nth is impossible....
2da3 is anoth3r day of boredom...staying at hom3 studying...it was wh3n i start3d to wond3r off into my wond3rland tht i r3m3mb3r alot of my frens had 1 of this blog thingy..n it was when i decided to make a blog...n hopefully its a nice 1...this took me for abt 30mins?...well maybe...pros out there can do this simple job with 5mins?....but...as for me...forgive me for being such a noob=p...=))
sigh...sigh..sigh..2morrow theres a maths test...often i wondered y m i borned in this world to be a human?.....can anyone answer me tht??? everythin is wat i wan...desire...but thts 1 which i will nv get...n i'm sure tht person would not too...(too chim for ur) ...anyway...sometimes i hoped i was borned out of the boundaries of the world...in a imaginary world where theres no pain..no love...no nth...n just magical miracle...theres no cure to it.. and other ppl out there might think tht i'm siao? ppl 's answer would be...dun be crazy...thts no magic in this world..u are borned in this world for a purpose tht is to do sth gd to the ppl....and tht person would =X coz nth else to say ler...
but...theres 1 thin which could fantasize me...tht is MUSIC!!..i love them... buying "tons" of it...keeping them well in my so called "music box"...music is wonderful...they can keep u out of boredom..^^n guess thts wat i did...ppl...theres 1 more thin i wanna say...if u ever get a blogskin or watever frm any sort of website..pls..link them..if not its called plagarism n thts not gd^^..
kk i shall end here...cyAz ppl..thx for visiting my blog n of course..pls tag=p..sayonara^^--
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